OK final nail... spirituality.

What have I learned about spirituality from this whole experience.

I won't tell you everything, like all my other posts and writing are just prompts to meet friends really, which hasn't happened too well. But yeah maybe I might end up doing some creative work.. so I keep it fresh in my mind to myself.

But what I can share is we are all spiritual. It is our story we keep inside, and sometimes it all works when the world is well and happy, and sometimes the story binds up and stops flowing well and we get tired and unhappy... depressed.. sad and want our story to end because we aren't enjoying it.

But you can think inside your mind and meditate and change your story by rewriting it if something does happen.. a crime or event which causes you to not be able to live your story.

So in my case, it was because in history I had been very well known throughout the world... when something happens to me it doesn't just affect me, it affects millions of people. So the safest way is for me to take a fall, or sacrifice myself for the sake of the many.

So I lost my ego completely like dying and started again.

That is spirituality.

We are an energy which creates itself. So we can sustain our lives as long as we like if we keep to this.

If we do unhealthy things or don't believe... we die.

So that energy creates material we can comprehend. Spirit, a soul connected to a body and mind and ego and aura.

All of these things when nurtured right will grow, and so then so too our story.

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P.S. Some people don't understand story, they think life is only about them. So nothing around them matters.. it's just them and what they want... so they hack you and piss you around...thinking they are just getting everything for themselves from the world.

It is called insanity.. and unfortunately a lot of the technological worlds suffers from it.

I never had that, I always loved the people around me in my life and the broader community, sometimes I said things people didn't understand... when this happens.. if you can.. just ask them. Why did you say that? Don't just go about terrorising people.

Why did you say you hate black people or Asians? Why did you say Nigger scum... or hacker scum pig..

Someone hurt me and I was upset.. and responding to the love I was receiving.

Which wasn't present. So they got that response.