To my soulmate ...

I was thinking of my soulmate today.. or who I thought might be - who changed my life - helping me believe I was worthy of marriage, even though it didn't work out.

I know we were similar in character, or even appearance at times, if we are related we are definitely estranged so if you are single I could marry you, cousins or estranged daughters sometimes do, because family comes back to family in different ways.

And you probably came from your Mother not me, I just contributed some genes if that was the case. And those would have left by now those genes, being with a Dad and Mum and brothers by now.

I hope you are ok, I was a bit confused I saw this girl in Melbourne and I thought was you and I shouted out.. hey there.. and you said hi but ran away.. and I'm not sure it was you, even though looked a bit the same. Then I saw the same girl with a guy who looked like an uncle in your town.. but then your Mum came around and you were in the back of the van and had your head lowered upset.. so I wondered did I say that to someone else and they lived there too? Like your cousin or sister or something?

I missed your face which would light up, when I said something I liked, that you liked too..

I miss you that's all, in any capacity. You awoke me to love and adventure, I had no hope left. Your Mum tried but didn't deliver it, whereas you did.

I'll love and forgive you forever for anything you do because of it.

If you ever want to visit just as friends, I'm always here.

If something happens and you can't find help, come see me.