How do we relate to nature?

I found when I was recovering, medicine maybe it helped settle me, even though I was in excruciating pain, but it was done to me all at once to try and help me recover....

Rather when I did start to recover I found it was the sum of all the little things which really helped me find my way to recovery. Like going out for dinner somewhere nice that I liked like Mum taking me out when I was hanging my head out the window crying in despair.. but she would take me out anyway and we would have fish and chips in Darwin. Watch the big moon fish float up for a chip.

And it was playing computer games, or browsing the web for media.. treasure hunting for lost treasure...

And it was my friends helping me feel company even though they were hurting too, like Krishna, Nasim, Shaun, Irene to name a few...

I hope I spelled Shaun the right way...

And it was sitting in the shade out the front hearing the birds, fishing at the wharf almost catching a big one, watching the Aborigines pulling in the little ones all day one after another... I like the big ones...

And it was seafood at Happy Garden all you can eat...

It was Day2Day Living.. seeing friendly faces for lunch and a chat..

Little bit of work experience...

Walking alone out with Lilly my beautiful Jack Russell Foxy cross.. I miss her so, and her licking my feet and wounds clean.

It was the Groove cafe...

It was driving around free...

Centrelink supporting me....

Jodie... what a great mate.

Staff at GROW..

You know every little thing felt like nothing while it hurt, but eventually.. it started to add up..

And one day I sat on the beach and I saw where I was... absolutely nowhere!!

Like a dream I was watching my self from above sitting watching the ocean..

It was a postcard.

And I left..

Travelled, found my way from being lost to being found, I would drive not knowing where I was to home again.

All sorts for things... it was my life still, I thought I had lost...

And restoring planets is the same... little by little.. with good intentions you don't need to do it all at once, you are half way there already.. just try. You can't go wrong.

With a good heart.