My comment to Jim Carrey. On Youtube.

https://youtu.be/F2RousymNt0?si=RE0ft-Cw376YqHlG I know that feeling Jim, after I had this terribly terrifying revelation after taking drugs, and I know I know but I never meant to, it was by accident... I'm not a drug user, it was a party kind of place a rave and I had no money and it kind of just happened around me, from the demons desiring me in the room.. and I was part then of a new course, a very bad one on first sight.. but it was mine and I had to walk it. But coming out of that and passing some of the terror, I had those moments of feeling that endless light in my mind and wanting so badly to be back there... and I couldn't find it. Took a long time many years, I never got answers, just problems that were unsolvable... and so I decided to solve it myself not doctors or other Gurus. And really it was just a terrible shock I had gone through realising I wasn't just a baby of a fleshy body. And I kind of always knew it somewhere inside, but the way I found out was unexpected. But it was a moment I took in Alpha and Omega. The whole thing the beginning and end in one moment. And it took a long time for me to realise it was kind of the end of my life, but really it was a chance not to end my life, but realise I was a fabulous person, and that I deserved eternity and I went to heaven after dealing with that shock, alive... What I was trying to find again, like you in that moment I saw I was all, the whole picture, the universe... was just growth. I had grown through an exceptionally harrowing experience I was exactly the same person, but life had given me this chance not to die, but to grow. And I reached heaven a Superman. And do you know what was on that little tab of LSD? The S on the Superman symbol.