Really love this movie, these actors don't offend me at all.. Pan's Labyrinth.

I think it is a Spanish made film Pan's Labyrinth.. it is such a rich vibrant movie and the violence doesn't offend me, it is necessary to tell the story of Pan and his life his upbringing in Spain.

I was a child destined to become King one day of Spain.. my name was Panacotta Capitano.. I think that's right.. and a cheese was named after me was my family were cheese makers. Panacotta was the softest smoothest cheese. And you cooked it sliced into a pan.

So after some time I was known as Pan when I became an adult but because I was so well loved I never grew up to be an adult like the others I was Faun like and funny and playful and fun.

Anyway, that's where the name came from it wasn't until later on a long time after that I was a God and known as Pan in stories... I have never been a God Pan, but just known as Pan like in children's stories like the Venetian story of Peter Pan and Wendy.

It was a very curly illustrated story like cheese, and very twisty and turny like the original faraway tree story book.

Disney made him into a legend, before he was just a friend of children like Pan the God, like a Father you could play with as a good friend to trust and love. And it is funny later on I became that in life, to my own children, the best Father a child could have and I never really grew old, for the longest time.. and eventually so many people loved me and I had such a big family, I became God Ra.

Ra embodied physical strength as God but not spiritual, so it was my own physical body I could lift giant stones like to build a pyramid, why it is a great mystery as no one now has that physical strength it was taken and turned into another world we live now.

After he was crucified as Christ he took on the spiritual strength of his father in heaven, and I became a God again in spirit as well... slowly turning myself back to a human being a normal man.. over the centuries, the reformation of my physical body after being brutally destroyed.. but it was just a spirit of a man they destroyed.. I was a ghost.. the Holy Ghost they crucified I had already been killed and my brother resurrected me in his spirit. I never felt pain, I never was harmed but my brother Isaiah hurt for me and everyone.

I Jehovah walked on an army... and my own self had left and only remained of me was a Holy Ghost who never felt anything, or witnessed anything until I was reborn in 1977.

It was my Spartan army that went on to live and to spread the gospel my brother had written, in the aim and cause to bring me back.. and in turn I rewarded and thanked him with a free flight to heaven to be with his Father.

If you understand how heaven is created through faith, the creation process happens to us deep within and comes to the surface.. around us.. so always dream of nice things, or you might be surrounded by demonic beings.

If you cause pain to those you love or cause others to hate or keep bringing sadness to others.. then those things will be created to torment you. I only began to speak out after I knew I had gone to heaven on Earth and was safe. So everything I have said is just to help you and love you and try and keep you safe in a very screwed up and tormented world.. so I am sorry if you have been hurt.. but it isn't my fault.. I did my best.. other people failed me.

My words are love.. always.. poems to you... if you hear then you are blessed.. it is the song of God's own heart.

If you send me pain and sorrow and upset and noise and fear and violence it will always be sent back to you.. Return to Sender.. Address Unknown.

If you send love, heavenly qualities and joy and music and dance and happiness.. you will be closer to heaven.

I know you have been seduced by Hollywood's promises, you are a product now.. a toy for men to play with at their disposal..

See heaven isn't about what I want, it is just what the world needs at the time.

If the world needs you and you are seduced into selfishness and money and greed and power, then those will be taken from you to feed the world's needs. If you agree and help you get rewarded.. because if the world needs you and you don't answer the call?? Then why would it keep you?

In about 10 years there won't be enough trees and forest to keep the soil and it will turn to sand all over the world, it will start to get so hot as you can't bear the air or the light.. and you will have to hide indoors with machines to run your life. The trees won't be able to drink water in that heat and just all die. Machines need maintenance, who will keep them running?

If the world is sand and machines? Will you be happy or depressed? Where will you find your plants to give you medicines? You will be a demon inside a nightmare and all you had to do was undo your own damage of destroying the forests, the Earths own lungs to bring air.. I myself never made a footprint, I just had my own little bit, my own little share.

My spirit became a God and a Superman and took up its place in the universe... there's no place for humans out there, so I was first I took it all.. if you marry me you get some. This is to ensure responsibility for the planet and making sure they aren't damaged again, so there should be one Superpower shared through love.

Human beings domain is on Earth, there is no way for a human being to survive out there in space. It is free room for me to fly around as Superman. You can too if you marry me. Otherwise enjoy a dying Earth and just try undo the damage you have done. I myself never made any damage. I helped the natural world way beyond expectations and my own duty. I created harmony and love there, and human beings didn't listen to me.. so sadly didn't get to heaven yet.

So if you can, try and listen beyond the noise of your own needs, and try and think about the world you live in and it's needs. Peace be with you, Amen.

I will always do all I can too.

Evan (Pan).