To my older sister.

Don't worry boys usually protect their younger sisters, where as older sisters can't protect the younger brothers the same way. We all did our best.

I think you followed Dad who was hurting and I followed you but my younger sister went off and followed Mum, I led her away... I told her to follow the feelings in her body and it led to Mum.

Dad was going through a bad break up after the marriage failure.. you helped Dad and so did I.

And my younger sister supported Mum.

And in the end, you did so much for us all having a family we hadn't had.

I just remember that stomach pain you used to go through... I felt helpless ... maybe I went out in sympathy to find a cure?

Family is a unit when you love each other and support and we find a way. And we did.