Yes I have tried a few things early on growing up and realised it wasn't the right thing to do.

Ok, since you want more info, the greedy hoards... here's my confession though I answered to God already and was passed clear 100%. In fact I was given the seat of God himself.

Growing up I was very quiet really, I had my moments.. like when I was a little boy I went up to a younger boy and said spontaneously from nowhere, do you know what a Homo is?

I ran off and the teacher called me over and said Evan did you say to that boy he's a Homo, and I said no do you know what a Volvo is?

Last thing I ever had to do with anything homosexual and I just think I heard his prayers and maybe he was wondering about it, because I had never even heard of it before. Angels do that answer in innocence to needs of others beyond their own knowledge.

And later on I like would sneak around sometimes trying see in girls windows.. that's all.

Wasn't until after my psychotic episode that I met a lady and she invited me home and the kids loved me, and I ended up babysitting them. That's all, we played games with the toy box and chasing dragons out on the golf course. It was how my parents raised me to play fun imaginative games together.

And a friend of this lady, said I have some kids you can mind too or meet I think she said.

And I went one day and met them they were a bit older more like teens, and we got along well, because I kind of knew some of the adults in their lives when I was younger at school.

But one day I came home and they were sitting outside my house, and I said what are you doing here? And so I invited them in, and I happened to mention I had never been with a girl before or been kissed.

I had had one kiss with a girl who didn't stay with me only a few days and I kissed her on the kips like little kids do, but it was just a tiny moment, I class that as a first experience kiss touching lips, not a passionate kiss or anything an adolescent might have.

Anyway these girls were shocked that I had never even been with a girl before. As I got towards my final years of school a guy from the older year above joined our class and turned me from a quiet achiever into a clown, so the girls no longer liked me much I think.

But anyway I think these ones who visited my house who were teens, thought "we have to do something about him."

So they invited this older girl around she was 18 and I ended up having sex with her.

And the others I fooled around a bit just cuddling in bed watching TV.

I just realised I loved them, I wanted the best for them and so I realised having sex was wrong. It wouldn't teach them good lessons in life.

I did at the time love a girl who I thought of as my soulmate who was 12 years younger than me. But I just loved her too, we walked and had picnics and rode bikes and paddled canoes. I wanted to wait until the time the family accepted me as a mate and we could court each other, get married at 18.

Anyway that's the extent of my fooling around.. there was one girl once was about 15 tried to head job me couple of times.. boo hoo! Have a cry.. it was the best thing ever happened to me, but I didn't even ejaculate. It was like being in a movie and it was the next line if I had have broken away it would have broken her heart.

I love people you see, I do what they love and want.

After a while I did feel this pull in two directions.. one toward perversion and paedophilia.. and the other way towards mature women.. so I went towards what I am attracted to Barbie mature women. I would have a hard time finding anyone so I would go to the clubs along King Street - Centrefold.

And that's about it, I had a few flings here and there with grown women..nothing else happened to me.. just a couple massages at those places sometimes they do happy endings.. I don't like brothels, unless I can really splurge on hookers and get some top brass.

I'm a normal man, not a science experiment you know.. superman is just a really great guy.. he's super!