Heaven and that, just some random thoughts about things.

Heaven is my home, but so is Earth you see, and the rest of the universe.. so I can go where I like and explore and find things and bring them home or you know go places.

I always talk of best outcomes.. like doing things the easiest way for the greatest result for everyone.

When people disagree and do things too hard, I get annoyed.. why are you like that?

You know I was born the same as anyone, but I had a good childhood, very good one. Like even though I went without and life was very hard... I think just being alive allowed me to cope with it, being young and nothing too bad before the rave party when I was 20 happened really, except crushing my finger under a rock.

So I had good memories and a good attitude growing up. It was hard at school with an older boy in our class taking up the attention but I kind of fought with him in a way having fun, so I got outrageously over the top at times, which wasn't too good.

But heaven is all my good thoughts, I don't have bad ones anymore. Sometimes at home I get bad health being poor and the government corruption affecting me, but in the end I come out of it and get some better health doing some work, which isn't ideal it should be making love and enjoying family more. I don't have that yet.

Heaven is hard work, if you want a heaven to go to, you have to work hard and be good all your life and existence. If you haven't been good there isn't much hope other than trying to marry me. As heaven is my creation I can cater for you if you work hard and build something. It has to be in accordance with rules regarding safety and immortality. Which are pretty strict but once you commit, you will see it is really just freedom.

Heaven is very accepting of people and really, it is a bigger better version of Earth without the sin.. diseases.

If you don't want heaven it's ok, you just have to exist on Earth in sin.

In my life where am I really at?

I am always an inch away from making a business of my own, but I need privacy every time I get interrupted it stops my business and plans. So meeting a nice girlfriend who respects me and my privacy concerns and helps me achieve my inventions, would be so awesome.

I'll make my invention specifically so people who try and steal and prevent me from making it don't like it.