heheh.. ok here's what I do.. am I a cop?

Well I said I was writing a script for a movie "Sane Life on Earth".

I later realised it was my final masterpiece work of art. I didn't want it made, but I felt the need for criticism so I put it on my old Facebook account.

I didn't hear anything that can be good or bad.

I saw an influx of young people around me a lot in the blue mountains and thought someone was like making my movie for real anyway.. whatever..but..

I didn't make it so I just said because it was a taboo film about mental health, and the community hidden causes of it, that it was a film script to catch paedos. Like it wasn't what it was, I just wanted to write a good story to test my mind and how my craft works.

As someone with a big spiritual profile and engorged ego by then, I had become a sponge again sucking in life.. I put like sexual explicit content into my film scripts because really I was being starved of attention from girls.

Like my Superman script - A world unto himself, and Tintin - Pirates of the seven leagues, and The Carnal Prayer, I love writing sexual stories.. not so much watching them that much .. but I would love to make movies.... normal movies with real sex scenes its something I said ages ago on the Matrox support website the video audio company makes computer hardware and stuff for editing.

But make them like artistic and interesting like there was one where a guy slides an orange wedge up a girls pants while she is sleeping and eats the oranges.. its interesting to me, but I would rather have a fantasy life doing funny stuff, but I also love writing about it. If I had a life too like that I would make epic masterpiece films I am sure, like naturally inspired and more palatable being experienced.

My inexperience and vidid imagination is a curse a bit, I get shunned and people reject me.. it's hard... very hard being a single good person and a male.

I even wanted to make a children story about the Faraway Tree with Dick, Fanny and Jane... and make it like we (myself and my friends) were at school, highly sexualised and ready for playing tits and bums in the toilets.. and have the teacher catching us as like 12 year old.. adolescents virgining on puberty.. and have it a bit like sexy and fun.. like the book you see her panties as she's climbing the tree.. why can't she like suck off saucepan mans dick..? Kids love sex... but doesn't mean they are ready to do it... you know get pregnant. But I wasn't trying liberate the whole world to fuck kids.. just have more fun with exploring what is ok?

The happiest times for me was seeing girls at the pool in bathers as a 12 year old watching the new boobs developing in my classmates..

Seeing the older girls jump off the diving board and the boobs bouncing..

Oh yeah.. HOtdog!!

So you see, I remember how exciting it was for us to see girls in class slide their tank tops off and flash us... and like crawling under the desks to see panties... doesn't mean you have gratuitous sex scenes with kids.. but play is ok I think.. why not show it in movies... people can get a bit of a kick.. and not be so likely build it up and go rape girls.. I think anyway.. like educate them..

I worked out sex from pornography and fucked this 18 year old girl and it was like I was a master I just knew watching some of those films what girls liked and where.

So seeing what kids like would be educational.. not sexual intercourse, but like flashing or feeling.. or just like kissing and touching. And people would understand that that isn't good for a young child to get pregnant or be raped.. but playing and having fun at their pace is ok, and kids do show interest in their private parts pretty young.. I think around 10 is normal for boys.

So I did want to make a really cheerful happy kids film with some sexy bits to make it exciting but not gross... Like you don't show the genitals... or if you do its like just a long shot away, like running naked or whatever.. as young kids we ran around naked all the time, and as a 18 year old my most exiting camping experience was at Confest nudist health camp on the Murray River.

Like that film what is it called I think from Spain or somewhere the young boys all try and seduce this older woman.. and you see them spying jacking off..it's pretty tame and tasteful but exciting. Was it called Maria or something?

When kids have adult relationships too young their eyes drop and they walk around thinking oh well that's the best life has - as good as it gets.. what else I'll sit around and smoke drugs or whatever..

But it could be OMG this boy kissed me.. wow.. and later omg.. he tried to touch my boobs... and later oh wow he showed me his dick.. and later as she ages we walked holding hands.. you know.. she gets to 16 and the roll around and kiss and she sucks him.. and 18 when she feels ready and she is fully beautiful and so is he.. they crawl into bed and make their first love and have a baby and so they get married before she shows.. and later they really explore their bodies and then maybe invite a friend around or another couple... you know if you understand how a flower grows..

You'll understand life.

Thank you, goodbye.