Relationships. - What are we doing?

For some a relationship will be something to find love.

For others they want a family.

Some just want a guy for children then usually leave him.

Or same maybe a man wants some kids but not a wife.

And then some are trying to feel better.

For me there is no right or wrong way to meet someone, like the movie with Richard Gere and Julia Roberts they meet because she is trying to learn how to be a hooker, or street walker.

And you know they have their problems like George Castania character type from Seinfeld hitting on her and hurting her feelings, but she kind of stands her ground in a way.. because maybe really the terms aren't too clear yet?

But in the end she comes home looking stunning and really Richard knows she is just a girl and he's just a boy.. standing before each other and I'm sure he's done things he's not too proud of too?

But anyway, she might be a boring shop attendant... or a school teacher or an ex-crim I mean you can meet in the strangest of places, you might be both stuck down a ravine together and share those moments just before death and then are rescued or rescue each other.

It is no good expecting things to go your way if it isn't really natural or possible.

I suppose these days guys or women even just give people lots of money to sleep together and eventually they find the one..

Some people just like that community feeling they can do what they want with whom they like. Can be ok, but you risk hepatitis or AIDS, so have to be careful.

Then some say you live once who cares!!

I say care and be careful if you want to live once. Because otherwise you'll die miss out on heaven, which is the promise of eternal life... yes live once forever!!!

For me.... well... I think, I like getting on well and on good terms.. that are memorable but not organised by planning or paperwork.. more organised by nature and I am an opportunist to some degree not a pornographer. I like making pornography but just for my home life to see and friends and close people, not all over the world internet for sale.

So really I love the idea of say like meeting unexpectedly, like even someone you once knew.. and then you feel that rising excitement and maybe the lighting strikes and the rain pours down... and she is in a white t-shirt in the rain beneath your window... and she smiles and you say I love you and she says I love you.. and you say come on up.. and you snuggle up warm and that's the end of the story. Short and sweet.

You know?

Please why are you still on my site bothering me, can you please for the last time leave me alone and in peace?