Sorry for sounding like a broken recording..

I just love when someone emails you and you get talking and find out you are meant for each other, I really wanted computer to work for me somehow?

But not just that I have no money to spend on anything.. so when I do I have to sacrifice like getting my cheap graphics card was only just enough to look slightly better.. but still its ok, was like $250 which as you know is bare minimum and I can't afford games.. so annoying..

But more-so, I try even job at police they complain about me and I basically with my teachings raised them all.. I can't even get a break there, for not even desk job they say I am misbehaving??!!! Are you serious??!! And they employ ex-criminals??

FUCK ME!! I gave up sorry.. it was so offensive they would say the about me after defending my country from terrorism with no pay and no help.. I was speechless.

They expect free Superpower from me, day after day and no love back!!! Not even money for prostitute to make me feel better for cutting my dick!!??? Nothing!!!

And they still hack and block me and make me fight to meet even one new person!!!! Are they fuckers or what insane!!!! I can't believe they do it to their founding father!!

Anyway they lost the journey sorry, all these people stand in my way after going softly to heaven.. they can fuck themselves in hell with iron bars!!

They didn't reject my offer.. I rejected them.. maggots... and they couldn't even find my stolen bike, I bet they fucking did it just to be arrogant assholes.

I don't believe in police work anymore, it is disgusting treatment of an exceptional citizen who helps everyone around him feel safe, and I get nothing no credit, no pay, no acknowledgment.. just expected to do it all for nothing..

I don't even take any drugs!!!!!

I give good police tips online to help find people.. I am always vigilant if people go missing and try direct them for no pay.. they just expect it...

Well, I am sick of it. They can find their own missing children... good luck without me.

Bad behaviour!! FUCK ME.. they ever understood good behaviour.. it is their bad behaviour.. I just go to school and go to the shops I try make my home nice.. I take care of people traumatised for no pay.. I helped Isabella, and we just were friends. I listened to her and provided positive affirmations to help her out of her well of despair.... and Allan too.. and Dhugal I went to the hospital and saw him.. and he sat angry at me!! And I was patient and listened to him.. anyone else would have walked and left him there at the mercy.. but next day he was talking and cheerful... now other people can't do that.. I helped him.. even a whole hospital can't do that.. It hurts me to do this all the time.. I don't get good feelings from it, it is HARD WORK!!! But I don't complain about them. I love to help and be a supportive friend.

And I was rejected from the Austin for jobs I applied with all my knowledge even my Naturopathic help... I saved my dogs eye they were going to remove it.. I mean what the fuck else!!

And they rejected me jobs there too..

SO DON'T EVER SAY I AM LAZY AND DON'T TRY.. I'VE "DONE" EVERYTHING FOR YOU.. THATS IT FROM ME GOODBYE!!!!

UNGRATEFUL FUCKING LAZY WORLD.. ASSHOLES....

I actually deserved to inherit the whole universe, I just didn't realise it included ungrateful bunch of smelly ants to fucking carry around...