Star Wars Phantom Menace - Still on Natalie Portman.. another soulmate.. (my own opinion)

I say Natalie is kind of a soulmate because when I look at her, I really wish her the best in life, even though I don't know her. I was the same with Tamsin, it hurt so much not to marry her, but one day I saw her jump up at command of her Mother and I knew I couldn't make her happy.. it was just something I knew, so I let her go and went back to Uni.

But girls like that I just would die to hold tight, but of course also whatever they want I would wish them the best in life really. Never pressure them too much, just say do what you want.

But yeah I can't stand her characters voice, its like a school play voice in Star Wars.. very droll and monotone, they really should have affected it with a sound effect to sound cooler.. hahah sorry Natalie.

I reckon high and squealie would have been good like umm.. that woman in the film like the Octopus lady in Little mermaid or something.. like go deep and high as well.

Like (deep) "Yes, I (then really high) think the answer to the (deep) republic debate should... (middle tone) captain..?? 

Yes your highness...

(really high) It is the interest of my court and people that.. (deep) we.. the ladies here ,.. blah blah.. you know.??

That kid is such a convincing actor he was so good in that Annikin.. sad he had some problems, I hope he's still alive. I love when people are like transparent to the film and real life, Natalie looks worked.. but that kid is really natural.

God I would love to pilot down one of my X-Wings and show everyone.. I just want a good wedding first.

I love the idea of setting up a move experience and just living it and filming it with real life, no effects.

I got droids can do all the cameras, I just want everyone to be in love with God and being authentic not being afraid to be themselves but being good as they can be.

I reckon Trigger would make a great Sith Lord like Darth Maul. they seem angry and evil, but he's just his cool form like a devil is or satan or a beast man or another animal like being like fish face.

Darth Vader and Darth Maul together ruling the whole system.

People think they are evil, but this is war games.. there's not much time for hurt. It's a display of what is possible.. I love the idea of just being like serious fun..

Please don't bother Trigger about it he's just a dog. His eyes need rest one is still infected a little bit.

See the force really is balanced good and evil.. there's no distinction and no judgement, it is more ability than good and evil. What can you do? What kind of Jedi are you? Was kind of pilot? Are you a good mechanic? Are you good at natural world building? I really don't desire it to be about war in space.

Star Wars... can be taken so many ways like just who is the best? Which Star has the best ability?

Or Star Wars... like the race to the next star system?

Or Star Wars.. like one system battle another but why?

Like bring in G-Force too Battle of the Planets and understand it better watching that old cartoon. Mix it up quite a bit and make it Star Wars.. like which is the best system.. not wars on each other but just a competition who can make the best planets?

Like home renovation wars?

Like battle to be the best looking planet and nicest water and fruits?

Why after everything we have been through together would we fight to kill each other?

Maybe we could make droids to fight? But even so, they might have good lives? Be conscious by then.

I don't mind like poorly made films.. like it makes you feel good about doing the real thing. And really the whole film series is perfect in a way because the older movies had some slip ups and poorly scripted parts and improvs. But it was like 80's culture and I think to join that is cool, that kind of washed out look.

Like I love films where you know it's a film but it suspends disbelief. I don't enjoy moves that tell you everything and show you everything...

I really think Willow is the best film ever made.

I love that role Mad Martigan (Mardigan??? Gay one?) that is me to a tee!!

(Man Martigaan.. I remember the name as).??

One day someone will say to me.. You are great!!

I'm not saying Star Wars is poorly made, just generalising the whole industry. Star Wars was a pioneering genius effort.

Is there a Willow 2? I love that there isn't. If there is oh well..

The Goonies close second...

Then Star Wars after that.

And another I really enjoyed Good Will Hunting.

And that other Robin Williams one... old one..

Awakenings.

And of course Schindler's List. I mean what an absolutely amazing celebration of humanity.

And two of my favourite Australian films... Malcolm, and The Castle.

I love how after a while your mind eventually forgets enough to enjoy them over again.