What is going on really?

The human soul needs to be clean.

Now when someone does something wrong to someone or something else...,

They should as soon as they can clear their conscience so guilt doesn't cause disease.

But we now have drugs...

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So, sex is a drug.. but doesn't clear the conscience..

Ice is a drug, but doesn't either..

Food doesn't work either its gluttony...,.

Money.. no way..

Control.. nope it make everything worse...

Science and technology.. pollutes and complicates life..

So really all you can do is go and try and make up for what you have done wrong.. and the world spins right.

I did nothing much wrong, my life was really quite simple. I didn't achieve too much but survived something impressive, a war against me in a way Armageddon and so God granted me a higher power than himself, out of trust. Because I didn't just love God. I tried to help Him.

I never asked anything of Him..

I made three wishes.. just wishes...

And I didn't really get those childhood wishes..

So God said to me one last wish what is it Evan lets see what we can do?

And I said I want to be able to do anything.

And he said ok...

And I can.

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The greedy wish for all.. to be able to do all...

But that is too much because it includes too much for a human being.

It includes raping people and eating dirt and cutting out your heart and making turd shakes and drinking them.. You have to do all.

Me I wanted just the ability to do anything I wanted to do. OR choose to, not ALL.

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So really soon after I made that wish, I went to heaven an angel and God and Superman.

Because I realised God and heaven and Superman is everything to me.

And anyone else who thinks the same can share it too with me.

Like a woman, you want someone who likes you. And can learn to love you and your kids.

But not force her to, not say these are the rules.. You have to love God or heaven or Superman.

But say I am Superman I will give you my world if you marry and love me.

If she says I only wanted a human being a normal one.

I just say Ok, well that's ok, you are free in my heart and mind and world to do that.

You obviously don't love me so that's fine.

Because Superman is a normal person too.

Just like I am not an Olympic gymnast.. that to me growing up as a kid was a Superwoman!!! How do they do that!! I could never marry a girl like that, she might make me do flips!!!

But so too is Superman, just a person with more ability than usual some people may not like but some might?

And later on you might find it's not even real I just love being expressive and creative about myself, and you missed out on a good guy.

Maybe really I don't want anyone but my wife knowing the real me.

Like why would I want a bunch of strangers I never met online knowing my real business and thoughts, and no one even responding?

Some machine says tell me who you are?

O..K... I'm Superman..

Well maybe I frigging well am??? And I rule the whole world??

And I live forever and only if you tried to find out the truth, you might too?

And if you don't you just die to dust?

I'm a legal citizen.. what's the harm meeting some friends not just more terrorists living here?

Maybe it is just that loving girl, who will save me from this?

Don't you remember that Superman his planet got destroyed..

And he lost his family..

And everyone wanted to kill him..

Who really needs saving?

Is saving.. catching someone falling from a building?

Or is it spending some quality hours together watching movies so he's not lonely too much. or on the internet so much exposing himself.

Is saving making him look so not like a fool eating out alone all the time at cafes and pubs and restaurants..

Who do you remember the weird lonely guy ordering two meals to eat himself..

Or the bustling family over on the big table?