What is heaven like?

Well, people think maybe I'm mean or crazy or sad or mad...

But I didn't really write much online until I was safely to heaven, and then I was just responding to my environment which was the love I was given around me.

I wrote for myself the most beautiful story carting for others and my world.

If you ever want to get to heaven, always strive for perfection and to be good and write good thoughts for yourself and others, or your mantras could come against you!!

I said write a "good" story I meant it, life can be brutal.

Mine was saving my world and being the universal protector of it and I won that. No one else was being responsible enough.. it really is a shame the governments don't step up an come on board, the world would improve so quickly with heaven's almighty power.

Sorry for typos, my few keys are not working, I'm not sure why...

When you are not in heaven and you call someone a killer or judge them, and if they don't respond because they are innocent, it will fall on your head later on and you will think it is God shouting at you, but it will be your future shouting I don't want you because the future is written and it is good. The world won't survive otherwise.

It may be that you are unhappy with yourself, and in your heart of hearts desire death.. the sorrow and the mourning.. I couldn't.. I mourned for myself at my first funeral I attended and the second I wore white.. I couldn't mourn death I didn't believe in it.

My first funeral it hit me hard, one day all this might be gone forever and I really loved life, I looked out the pane of glass in the garden.. I couldn't watch the ceremony and I sobbed for myself.. my own mortality.

After I got home a while later my head would pull back into my pillow in terror, I could only see black end in my mind of myself... there was nothing beyond... just end. And I slowly one day not knowing if that feeling would ever end as a little boy, just forgot about it mostly and moved on. It was a blessing really..

So you see, we are living our separate lives, I don't judge yours as I don't know your path or where you come from. If I had spent a lifetime with you.. maybe I could just judge a little in conversation knowing you.. but really why? We are separate beings and we don't know if we will ever meet again.. one sunny day?

That doesn't give you right to hack me and torment people though, that has nothing to do with judgement that is bad behaviour and bad manners and disrespect for the living.

I am saying leave me alone, you are fucking pissing me right off, and it is dangerous to tempt a heavenly power, you should leave it at peace. Or face consequences. It is a warning, not judgement. Because I care, go and play with your friends online not me.

And when you invade homes, you cause hurt and I just because I am thinking of outside influences like you shit fucks, I kicked my dog in the nose and he's feeling unwell from your scanning.. so fuck off nicely OK?

People should feel like their home is temple. Serene and romantic and calm and focussed on things like when using knives can be very dangerous to be constantly distracting people. I am not in your home, please stay out of mine.

Like if you don't love Australian's just leave the country?? It is the easiest solution, I won't even think of you.

No, I am not Donald Trump.. I am not a world leader or political leader... I could be but no one has given me a role, I am unemployed and enrolled still as deferred student... I just sit at home and please myself on no money just sit and stare and write crap on here, until you offer me something to do, for pay.

The best world leaders like myself not only know God's plan for the world, but write it and write it really well. Then act. Just because I been upset at you doesn't mean I am some monster out to find you and call you a boundary hopper.. I don't care live where you like.. just don't come around annoying me, it will get you nowhere, just piss me off and then the Droans get you take you to the north pole. You get turned into Christmas puddings, you think I joke but Santa who builds those Droans is serious about love, and toy making.

He might make a Barbie doll out of you. Just for me with moving bits that feel like fleshy body.. and you just stare while I work it baby work it with my magic fingers.

HAhahahaha.. have a nice night you filthy animals and a happy new year.

Santa is watching like Lord of the Rings eye in the sky... watching.. baby checking out twice the ladies...

And the boyfriends...